My eyes burning from the brightness of my computer screen, as they slowly adjust from the darkness of the early morning. For the past week or so I've been waking up in the middle of the night/early morning hours, not being able explain this I immediately think of Paranormal activity or maybe I'm getting sick, fortunately however everything is quite peaceful outside, and within my body. It is well. There's a gentle breeze I can hear out my window, a calming sound, void of any cars, people, or city sounds. While the world outside my window sleeps, I lie in bed thinking on the events of the past week, and whats to come in this next week.
Since the beginning of 2010, every week seems to be going by much faster than the last. Recently, 24 hours has seemed like not enough time, to live. Daily I constantly overload myself mentally, exhausting my mind to the point of frustration, and temporary madness. With a heavy awareness of the future, has caused me to loose focus of the journey and story I'm apart of right now. To loose focus of this Day I've been given. I'm thankful my body's been waking me up for the past week. Reminding me to slow down, and possibly wake up in my own life, not be concerned with what tomorrow will bring, because for now today is all I have. Now I can sleep.
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